Wish

To many could ifs 
So many should haves 
Results are not to the dream 
I once wanted 
Facing  reality 
that I played a role of 
Facing Reality with a 
heavy heart 
Before the start 
I had a dream 
We pulled apart 
Own my faults 
Sad reality 
Trying to convince myself 
I’m not a horrible person 
That only gets me cursing 
I do confess I you the best
Hell I wish we could’ve made it 
Dream and reality never was in sync 
One blink your here another your gone 
Baby and all …happen in the spring 
Now it’s winter 
Spring upon the horizon 
So much time between me an mini me 

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