I need to let go
Every day, I’ve needed kind words.
But they never seem to come
I’ve been hurting like hell
Been pushing my feelings down
And I’ve tried to let go of my emotions
But they won’t stop overflowing
what I feel, I’m all lit up inside
Pre-Chorus
Oh what’s inside
Someone who’s scared to let go of something that’s killing me and freeing me at the same time
And now I don’t know so what should I do
Chorus (chosen section)
how to say goodbye to the friends that never knew the pain I hide. Oh wow oh
when the sun starts to rise I see them in the skies
Laughing and smiling
They’re all having a good good time
While I’m here crumbling without a trace
Verse 2
Oh, I’m not ok I’m hurting
Been, been screaming in silence
Know I’ve been sobbing
Know I’ve been screaming inside
Oh oh
Chorus (repeat)
What’s inside?
Someone who’s scared to let go of something that’s killing me and freeing me at the same time
And now I don’t know how
to say goodbye to the friends that never knew the pain I hideeee. Oh wow oh
when the sun starts to rise I see them in the skies
Laughing and smiling
They’re all having a good good time
While I’m here suffering but surviving
By looking at the blessings in the skies
Bridge
Skies are quite special
They bring pain and beauty at the same time. It could be hailing and killing with the thunders of the night
Or it could be raining and cleaning the polluted streets of our lives
Clouds are like words they can bring shade or they can bring fights
Verse 3
Many days I’ve been needing help carrying my feelings of being alone
Many days I needed one kind word but never received anything of the sort
Many days I wanted to be the guy to climb high and reach to the skies
But when I get close all I get is burnt or hurt will I ever succeed this climb
Verse 4 / Confession
I truly love these guys, I do
I can’t keep going down this road
There needs to be a detour so I don’t have to say goodbye
A road that won’t lead me to somewhere painful
I know this might come as a surprise but I needed you to know how I feel
I’m sick of hiding behind my mask and need to tell someone I’m not fine
Outro
And I wouldn’t lie but I just feel like I’m dying