Full Of Intrusive Thoughts

Another night, the ceiling stares me down

Shadows bend and twist without a sound

I’m breathing slow but my heart won’t rest

The quiet is loud in my chest

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Every corner hides a ghost I’ve made

Every dream feels sharper than the blade

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I’m full of intrusive thoughts

They bloom like poison in the dark

Every “what if” pulls me apart

Can’t tell the ending from the start

I’m full of intrusive thoughts

Like echoes I can’t turn off

And even in the light, they’re here

Whispering the things I fear

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Mirror shows a face I can’t define

Eyes look back, but they’re not mine

The silence holds me like a chain

Every smile feels staged, every joy feels strange

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Every step I take, the ground might break

Every breath could be the last I take

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I’m full of intrusive thoughts

They bloom like poison in the dark

Every “what if” pulls me apart

Can’t tell the ending from the start

I’m full of intrusive thoughts

Like echoes I can’t turn off

And even in the light, they’re here

Whispering the things I fear

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(Whispers layered: don’t look down, don’t breathe in, you can’t win…)

Strings swell, low synth hum, heartbeat bass

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I’m full of intrusive thoughts

They bloom like poison in the dark

Every “what if” pulls me apart

Can’t tell the ending from the start

I’m full of intrusive thoughts

And they don’t fade when the night is gone

Even when the world moves on

I’m still stuck where I’ve been all along