[Verse 1]
It’s 2 a.m. and my phone face down
Three missed calls
I just stare at the ground
Half-warm drink on the windowsill
City’s quiet but my head too loud still
[Chorus]
Late night
I’ve been hiding in the dark again
Letting all your missed calls ring
Ring
Ring
Sipping on the things that make me feel less human
All alone and I still feel crowded in my skin
Late night
I’ve been talking to the ceiling fan
Telling it the secrets I should tell to you instead
Letting all your missed calls ring
Ring
Ring
’Cause it’s easier to drink than feel you in my head
[Verse 2]
Blue light glow on your name on my screen
Thumb on “call back
” then I pour more in
Half-truth texts that I don’t quite send
Typing
Erasing
Like it might all mend
[Bridge]
[Beat drops to filtered drums and pads]
Who am I
When it’s this quiet?
Glass to my lips
Hear my own silence
You keep reaching
I keep retreating
I’m the ghost in my apartment
Heart still beating
[Chorus]
Late night
I’ve been hiding in the dark again
Letting all your missed calls ring
Ring
Ring
Sipping on the things that make me feel less human
All alone and I still feel crowded in my skin
Late night
I’ve been talking to the ceiling fan
Telling it the secrets I should tell to you instead
Letting all your missed calls ring
Ring
Ring
’Cause it’s easier to drink than feel you in my head