LOCK IT DOWN
When I’m laying in bed at night,
They whisper things I can’t deny
They won’t let me rest close my eyes.
I hold it in I lock it down,
But every day I’m drowning deeper underground,
My soul scream silently for release,
From this prison of my own design.
Shadows linger in my mind,
Won’t let it go, won’t let me find,
Peace in the darkness where I can’t hide,
The truth waiting on the other side.
Chorus
I hold it in, I lock it down
wear this mask, don’t make a sound
Cracks are forming, losing grip
I’m breaking up now.
I hold it in, I lock it down.
learned to bleed without a sound
Every scream I push away,
Haunts me to this day.
Verse 2
I toss and turn, try to let it go like a bird.
But it builds up over time, all this hurt I deny.
Let everything I thought i was gonna be pass me by.
[whispered]
The truth waiting on the other side
[screamed]
I’m tired of this storrrrrrrrm.
Let the thunder hit the flooooooooooooooor
I hold it in I lock it down,
But every day I’m drowning deeper underground,
My soul scream silently for release,
From this prison of my own design.
Bridge [scream]
The truth waiting on the other side.
Chorus 2
I hold it in, I lock it down
wear this mask, don’t make a sound
Cracks are forming, losing grip
I’m breaking up now.
I hold it in, I lock it down.
learned to bleed without a sound
Every scream I push away,
Haunts me to this day.
*Echo*
To this day #3