They all tell me how proud they are
And that they been praying
The will say things like man you look good or you got this
Every ones so happy, I'm thankful for what there saying
It's good to see everyone so happy with Nathan
Got a good job I'm happy
I hope they can't read my thoughts cause I'm fakin
Can't shake it
Can't take it .....
Because.... IM FUCKING MISERABLE!! I'm losing it IM FUCKING TERRIBLE ITS UNBEARABLE SO MOTHER FUCKING MISERABLE
But I do miss things .....
verse 2
I miss rockstar status
Pockets were the fattest
2 hotel rooms
One just for bad habits
Became a fucking savage
Wish I still had it
Chorus
But I don't so....IM FUCKING MISERABLE!!!!! can't take it
IS THAT SO TERRIBLE!! PROLLY FAKE IT TILL I MAKE IT!! THIS SHITS FUCKING WACK
OH FUCK THIS SHIT IM GOING BACK!!
BACK BACK BACK
back to the days when.
I was dope boy dreaming
Had em all feening
Started scheming
To be the mayor
She hopes pay her
Maybe later
But I fucking crashed yea I crashed real good
Had to lay down for awhile
Chain gang misunderstood
I'll die if I go back there
Man it would be fun, probably great
I know I know it's a mistake
I'm just playing I'm listening
What where you saying
So I guess I'll be this guy who every one loves this will pass I'll shake it
The saying does go fake it til you make it