I keep saying tomorrow like it’s a place I can hide
But morning keeps on finding me with the same old lie
I’m staring at the ceiling while my soul runs thin
Trying to be the man I was before this storm came in
It’s time now, I can feel it in my bones
Time now, I can’t keep standing here alone
I’ve been losing my name to the shadows I let stay
And every “I’ll stop later” turns into yesterday
It’s time now, I don’t want to live this way
I got a problem, and I’ve been calling it by half its name
Smiling through the damage, hiding in the shame
I said I was strong, but strength can look like pride
When you’re too proud to reach for help and too tired to fight the tide
I don’t even know me when the night comes down
The man in the mirror wears a stranger’s frown
I want my old heart back, the one that used to breathe
Before the craving taught my hands to steal what I don’t need
It’s time now, I can feel it in my bones
Time now, I can’t keep standing here alone
I’ve been losing my name to the shadows I let stay
And every “I’ll stop later” turns into yesterday
It’s time now, I don’t want to live this way
I’ve said no a hundred times, then I reached again
Like a prayer with a broken mouth begging to begin
But I’m done making peace with the hurt I became
Done calling it a habit when it’s wearing my name
It’s time now, I can feel it in my bones
Time now, I can’t keep standing here alone
If I fall, I’ll fall forward, not back into the haze
I’m taking back my tomorrow from the hands of yesterday
It’s time now, I’m still here and I’m not afraidBefore I say my goodbyes, before the road runs thin
I’m turning toward the light and trying to live again
This story ain’t finished, though it’s been hard to tell
I was lost for a long, long time, but I’m finding myself
