Still here

Yeah…

I still got your number saved (I do)

Can’t bring myself to delete it

Late night again

Mm, yeah

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Your hoodie’s still hangin’ on the chair

I swear I hear your voice when nobody’s there

I light one up, try to clear the air

But the smoke just holds the shape of you, it’s everywhere

And I’m still here (still here)

Yeah, I’m still here (I’m still here)

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Empty bed, cold side, where you used to lay

Phone on 1%, like the will I got to make it through the day

Scrollin’ through the photos, every pic a different ache

I replay your voicemail just to hear the way you’d say my name

Used to be my peace, now my peace got a graveyard shift

3 AM thoughts got me talkin’ to the air again

Friends say “move on,” they don’t get the weight I’m carryin’

It’s like my chest got a storm that never buryin’

No appetite, sleep walkin’ through the week

Smile for the camera, behind it I’m weak

Yeah, behind it I’m weak

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And the anxiety creepin’ in slow

Numb to the pain but it’s startin’ to show

I been actin’ alright so they leave me alone

But the quiet get loud when you sittin’ with grief on your own

Yeah, grief got a grip and it won’t let go

But I breathe, and I breathe, and I breathe slow

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Your hoodie’s still hangin’ on the chair

I swear I hear your voice when nobody’s there

I light one up, try to clear the air

But the smoke just holds the shape of you, it’s everywhere

And I’m still here (still here)

Yeah, I’m still here (I’m still here)

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They say time heals, but time just teach me how to hide it

I carry you with me, every city, every mile I ride it

Wasn’t there at the end and that guilt is a rival

Eatin’ me alive, all the things left unsaid, all the questions inside you

I be wishin’ I could call you for five minutes

Tell you I’m sorry for the times that I didn’t

Get it right when it mattered, now the moment is missin’

But I know you wouldn’t want me drownin’ in what isn’t

So I’m puttin’ one foot, then the next, on the pavement

Learnin’ that healin’ ain’t a instant arrangement

It’s messy, it’s slow, it’s a daily engagement

But you taught me love, so I’m makin’ the payment

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(808 drops out, just piano + vocal, half-sung)

And if you’re listenin’ somewhere up above

I’m holdin’ it down with the weight of your love

Some days I break, some days I’m numb

But I’m wakin’ up, and that’s enough

Yeah, that’s enough

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(808 returns, full, with ad-libs layered)

Your hoodie’s still hangin’ on the chair (still there)

I swear I hear your voice when nobody’s there (I hear you)

I light one up, try to clear the air (try to clear it)

But the smoke just ho

Outro]

(Piano fades, vocal echoes, ad-libs trailing off)

Still here (yeah)

For you, for me

I’m still tryin’

That’s all I can be

Mm…

(fade)