Got cold waiting

I’m sorry…

Didn’t mean to disappoint

That’s why I disappeared

I know that’s not the point

But the scoreboard’s crystal clear

Points up on the wall again

Same fight, different name

Let’s be honest, we’re both bored

But we still play the game

What’s the point

When the ending stays the same?

You call it “truth”

But it sounds like blame

Yeah, my hands are stained like yours

I’ve pointed fingers too

But whether it’s me or you

We still lose

Accountability hurts, I know

But we’re in this together though

If I bleed, then you bleed too

Red don’t change its hue

So tell me what you want from me

I gave you every page

Play by play, no mystery

Heart out on the stage

Call me hopeless, call me naïve

At least I know what I believe

(I’m sorry it wasn’t me…)

I’m sorry

I’m not what you wanted

I’m sorry

I’m just a disappointment

Blame it all on me

I can take the weight

You already stole my heart

Still I smile, still I stay

’Cause you were what I wanted

But I’m not what you choose

So let me love the version

Of the girl I thought I knew

I’m sorry…

It came to this

(it wasn’t me)

Didn’t mean to make a mess

I fell for who you were

Not who you are right now

Memories in rewind

But the present’s breaking down

You changed, maybe I did too

But we don’t say it out loud

Just silence in the room

Screaming through the doubt

You say I’m not enough

I say we’re just afraid

Two hearts keeping score

Of promises we made

If loving you was wrong

Why did it feel so right?

Why did forever

Fit so tight?

I’m sorry it wasn’t me…

I’m sorry it wasn’t me…

I’m sorry

I’m not what you wanted

I’m sorry

I’m just a disappointment

You can blame it all on me

Say I broke the plan

But I gave you everything

I am what I am

You were what I wanted

But I was never yours

So I’ll close the door gently

Like we were before

I’m sorry…

It came to this

I’m left at the altar

All alone with a broken heart

Still holding flowers

Falling apart

I’m left at the altar

Smiling through the dark

Guess loving you

Was my favorite scar

I’m sorry it wasn’t me…