Upside Downside

Thoughts in my head

Less like beautiful fireworks

More like self destructive bombs

The beckoning screams

The hesitant whispers

Which to choose

Is my decision right?

Is it wrong?

Wonder which will take a turn for the worse

Right or left?

Left or wrong?

Mixin’ up

Makin’ mistakes

I’m

Up-side-DOWN

Swirling like the hypnotism in your eyes

A teensy crazy here and there

This freak show has gone on for far too long

The audience craves more

But I’m through

I’ve had enough

Don’t look at me like that

Look at yourself

See what you are

You see me as chaotic and reversed

Well, you’re upturned

All topsy-turvy

Tipsy even

Wonder which will take a turn for the worse

Right or left?

Left or wrong?

Mixin’ up

Makin’ mistakes

I’m

Up-side-DOWN

Swirling like the hypnotism in your eyes

A teensy crazy here and there

Mixin’ mistakes

Makin’ up

Crazy there and here

Here or there

And everywhere

Talkin’ too loud

Quiet down

Insanity breaches me

Shhhh

The only thing I’ll listen to is myself

Rid your voices

I will not hear them

So

Hushhh