God Went Away With Me

My lonely soul won’t forgive me.
Throughout my whole life until now, it hasn’t forgiven me.
And I’m losing, losing, losing altitude.
I’m alone, alone, and it’s a sentence.
It’s me and my soul that won’t come back to life
in this sad room.
Tonight I drank, as usual.
Of everything I’ve lost, I can never get enough.
God cries and walks away.
He’s dead too, he went with me into the afterlife.
And my home is empty, I can’t go back there anymore.
If only I had found someone,
someone to love…
It’s that I watched my dreams fall sick.
It’s that reality destroyed everything for me.
After my death, those who were around me smelled the scent of the sea.
I don’t want, I don’t want to be the eternal second.
If you talk to me, it’s easy for me to break.
I want you to know that my heart has gone dark, for the love I always wanted and never had.
And now that everyone knows I’m gone,
I feel so dim.
Now my eyes are a cry for freedom.
God went away with me.
And I with Him.

rap, male voice, sad, piano