Ashes of Despair

Whispers in the shadows, calling my name,

Drowning in this silence, nothing feels the same.

The heat against my skin, a bittersweet embrace,

A blade glides gently, tracing lines of grace.

These scars, they tell the stories of battles fought at night,

My method of survival in this endless fight.

Addicted to the pain, it’s the only thing that’s real,

Filling up the void where my heart should heal.

I’m screaming in the silence, my truth is hard to find,

Trying to escape this prison in my mind.

I’m a dark cloud, a storm that never fades,

Carrying the weight of every choice I’ve made.

A ghost of my former self, endlessly I roam,

Searching for a place that feels like home.

Digging deep into the darkness where the light won’t go,

Fighting with these demons, but they’re all I know.

I want to be free but I’m bound to this despair,

Steer clear of me, I’m warning you, beware.

Chop off my limbs, scream out my grief,

Rendered helpless in this search for relief.

Eyes clenched shut, don’t want to see the pain,

The ashes of my hope scattered in the rain.

I am ungrateful, living on borrowed time,

Every breath I take feels like a crime.

Draining life from everything that surrounds,

Caught in this whirlpool, where no solaIntro]

Whispers in the shadows, calling my name,

Drowning in this silence, nothing feels the same.

The heat against my skin, a bittersweet embrace,

A blade glides gently, tracing lines of grace.

These scars, they tell the stories of battles fought at night,

My method of survival in this endless fight.

Addicted to the pain, it’s the only thing that’s real,

Filling up the void where my heart should heal.

I’m screaming in the silence, my truth is hard to find,

Trying to escape this prison in my mind.

I’m a dark cloud, a storm that never fades,

Carrying the weight of every choice I’ve made.

A ghost of my former self, endlessly I roam,

Searching for a place that feels like home.

Digging deep into the darkness where the light won’t go,

Fighting with these demons, but they’re all I know.

I want to be free but I’m bound to this despair,

Steer clear of me, I’m warning you, beware.

Chop off my limbs, scream out my grief,

Rendered helpless in this search for relief.

Eyes clenched shut, don’t want to see the pain,

The ashes of my hope scattered in the rain.

I am ungrateful, living on borrowed time,

Every breath I take feels like a crime.

Draining life from everything that surrounds,

Caught in this whirlpool, where no solace is found.

I’m a dark cloud, a storm that never fades,

Carrying the weight of every choice I’ve made.

A ghost of my former self, endlessly I roam,

Searching for a place that feels like home.

Just waiting to turn to ashes, lost in this abyss,

Fighting my reflections in a life like this.

I am broken, unstable, a puzzle with no peace,

Longing for the end but craving sweet release.