Thoughts

What do my thoughts do to me, usually thoughtful thinking, but always wondering, what others are thinking, trying to get over on every thing happening around them, 
Excelling is not robing others of there achievements, trying to con instead of completing your own achievements, 
Riding on the back of others, using trickery, smoke and mirrors, unfortunately, people are not all honestly wishing good things for you and me, it's crazy, don't try to pull others down if you are, that's not climbing it's conniving, if someone is down because your ploting sucking there good energy and resources, that's not you on there level  it's missory loving company,  climb up with them don't hate on them, I always try to pull the ones that are truly good to me up with me if I excelarate above them, until I find out there ploting on pulling me down, because of Jealousy. Or thinking  I'm not worthy or undeserving, revolving back to jealousy, conniving against my prosperity, wishing bad things for me or others in my chosen family, 
It saddens me, if only everybody wanted good things for everyone, but nope scandalous people exist, I'm constantly weeding them out of my reality, I want good things for everybody,  nomatter if they worked harder then me of not, I'm happy for there success, hopefully they will show me what to do to elevate, like you did, its what id do for anyone else, especially good people struggling, if I can I'll help any good person,  just wish everyone thought like me, if you're lazy I'm not going to be mad if you find true happiness,  I'm gonna be happy for them,  sometimes you don't know what's up with them some people are crippled but functioning, painfully, surviving, all different kinds of things can be happening, they may be keeping private, possibly it's embarrassing to them, or they are ashamed, some people  don't throw ther misfortune in every one's face constantly reminding, i just see if anyone forgets after acting like they were emotionally there for me possibly they just wanted gossip info ,who knows, if so let them go,  it's not my job to judge, gust give a positive nudge, encouraging words, not gossiping what ever a small jealous mind is thinking, hating, small thought proses, stop thinking like that focus on good things for yourself and the people you love,  gravitize good energy, prosperity will find you,
If your mad at some for your own issue,  that does not effect them, but it does you, your upset not them, your wasting your gravitizeing energy on bad things that will endup revolving around you,  only hurting yourself,  
Be happy for people gravaat good things  not jealousy, and hatred, happiness love wellbeing, Good fortune, posativaty,  You get what you put out,  trust the process,  if someone bad is always getting good ots most likely because people keep  wasting energy wishing bad on them, resulting in the wishes stuck revolving around them and good happening to the others, 
It's how I believe it works,  

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