I tried to ask for help.
But you fought with me.
I said I was overwhelmed.
He told me to focus on making money.
I needed different advice.
That's why I never shared much with them.
They did their best.
I know I wasn't easy.
But they never seemed to understand what I was goin' through.
I tried to rest.
But I had to get up.
I'm tired.
I'm going to give in.
But he needs me.
I can't leave him behind.
Keep going.
Keep going.
Keep going.
I had to provide.
It's not anyone else's job.
I was so busy I didn't see
She grew up so fast
I don't know what I'm doing here sometimes.
Maybe it will end soon.
It feels like I've done what I was supposed to do.
But he needs me.
I can't leave him behind.
Keep going.
Keep going.
Keep going.
I've come so far yet I am still in the same place
Same faces.
Same feelings.
Same situations.
Maybe I've reached the limit of what I was meant to learn.
You're just upstairs but it seems so far.
I think of what I would leave behind.
You'd all be alright.
The stress seeps in.
But he needs me.
I can't leave him behind.
Keep going.
Keep going.
Keep going.
You would be fine.
I don't think you ever needed me really.
You never need anyone.
A lone wolf.
Like me.
But I don't know anymore.
Maybe it's my fault.
It swallows me up and corners me.
It owns me.
I could break free.
But he needs me.
I can't leave him behind.
Keep going.
Keep going.
Keep going.
His eyes talk to me.
God saved him for me.
I won't let the feeling in.
Wouldn't even have to do it myself.
Demons would find me.
I'm tired. I need help.
I've been tryin' to ask.
I'll put it aside.
I have to keep going.
Keep going.
Keep going.
Keep going.
Keep going.
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