You ask why I’m single, with shame in your tone
Guess I’d rather die lonely, than together alone
I’ve danced with my demons, I’ve kissed in the rain
Found growth in my silence, found strength in my pain
I’m not looking for perfect, just want something real
For a love that’s not scared, of the way that I feel
If comfort means silence, I’ll choose the storm
’Cause love without fire, will never feel warm
I’ve built castles from ashes, turned embers to flames
I won’t ask you to fix me, I don’t need to be saved
I might be lonely
I’m not lost, but im looking little boy that needs to , I’ll choose the storm
’Cause love without fire, will never feel warm
You say you want different; you want something real
So I gave you my love showed you how it should feel
But when you felt the fire, you ran from the flame
Ran back to the comfort, right back to same
Theres no hard feelings, I wish you the best
You made me believe, but you lied like the rest
You said this was real, said you’d never let go
But the joke was on me, but you’re the fool’s gold
I took off my armor, my shield I laid
Revealed my wounds, to heal my pain
It's dark, and it's heavy, surrounded by change
Where silence gets louder, and nothing feels safe
You asked why I’m single, why Im still alone
The more I keep asking, the less that I know
These words that I’ve spoken, the way my heart feels
I’ll never stop fighting, until I find something real