wish i had a source for all this pain
how long does it take to be fully over something?
may take years, days, or even weeks
and i wish somebody had told me
never thought of myself as an alcoholic
why are all the guys i like agnostic?
is it something about the way i believe
that intimidates them or is it cause they're hung on not being able to see?
i think i need one more drink, i don't wanna think
all about him all about me
i just wanna fuckin escape
what if i could get out of my head?
it'd be better than wanting to be dead.
im going to work on myself for the better cause
i've decided i'm not going to put my life on pause
im getting where i want and need to be
and it's because I got the love of God in me
i think i need one more drink, i don't wanna think
all about him all about me
i just wanna fuckin escape
what if i could get out of my head?
it'd be better than wanting to be dead.