[Intro]
Yeah—
No clean hands, no safe route
[Verse 1]
I came in sideways, kicked through the frame
Every bad decision got a tag with my name
Left shoe missing, phone face-down
Still make a little kingdom from a burned-out town
One more wrong turn, one more loose screw
If the plan falls apart, I’ll make a breakthrough
No apology tour, no polished disguise
I put the mess on the table and I look in its eyes
[Pre-Chorus]
Count it up, tear it down
Lose the plot, take the crown
When the pressure starts to rise
I turn the wreckage into drive
[Chorus]
Fuck it up, up, fuck it up
Turn the whole room into thunder when I erupt
Fuck it up, fuck it up
I trip the wire, then I grin when the ceiling jumps
I fuck it up, such a fucking fuck-up
Still get back with the dirt on my knuckles up
Fuck it up, up, fuck it up
If I’m going down, I’m taking every doubt with me
[Verse 2]
Red light blinking on a borrowed machine
Bad luck stitched into the side of my jeans
I don’t need a map, I don’t need a sign
I can find the sharp edge every single time
Talk too fast, move too quick, miss the mark
Then I carve a new lane through the middle of the dark
They want neat little boxes, I bring broken glass
Make a loud little future out of everything I smash
[Drop]
Up—up—up—
No brakes
Up—up—up—
All mistakes
[Chorus]
Fuck it up, up, fuck it up
Turn the whole room into thunder when I erupt
Fuck it up, fuck it up
I trip the wire, then I grin when the ceiling jumps
I fuck it up, such a fucking fuck-up
Still get back with the dirt on my knuckles up
Fuck it up, up, fuck it up
If I’m going down, I’m taking every doubt with me
[Bridge]
I don’t need forgiveness from a room that never knew me
I don’t need permission from a voice trying to mute me
Every scar is proof I kept the engine running
Every loss gets fed until the next one’s coming
[Final Chorus]
Fuck it up, up, fuck it up
Let the low end hit hard enough to wake the dust up
Fuck it up, fuck it up
No clean escape, no neat little cover-up
I fuck it up, such a fucking fuck-up
But I rise with a laugh and the whole place jumps
Fuck it up, up, fuck it up
Make a beautiful disaster, then I build it up
[Outro]
Up, up—
Still here
Still loud
Still moving