Emotion hardest

This paper holds my messy ink, and damn straight 
it bleeds,  it's got the right by every means 
It's the most solid thing I've ever fucking seen.  
Trust and believe me when I say 
It's beautiful, 
It's a damn shame that I waited so long  
To taste my dreams.  


I kept being dragged down by a sack 
That needs constant 
Reassurance 
Sucking up all of the time 
And the energy 
And the attention every damn day 
And the fucking chase to lose myself  
To find what was always missing 
Between sheets of written notes,  
Under the stairs and behind the coats 
Telling tales of that unconditional—  
The bullshit flows 
The type that makes your legs shake
And your heart ache all in the same 
Both 

It hurts that heart of yours,  
Lose sync with your essence,  
And your being becomes your ways.  
Patterns on and on we go,  
Too stupid to ever let go,  
Too dumb to be stuck in shit 
And too broke to go 
Remain frozen like it's chosen 
We know this 
And if my clothes don't, my grammar will show it.

Horrorcore trap metal 60 bpm