Emotion hardest

This paper holds my messy ink, and damn straight

it bleeds, it's got the right by every means

It's the most solid thing I've ever fucking seen.

Trust and believe me when I say

It's beautiful,

It's a damn shame that I waited so long

To taste my dreams.

I kept being dragged down by a sack

That needs constant

Reassurance

Sucking up all of the time

And the energy

And the attention every damn day

And the fucking chase to lose myself

To find what was always missing

Between sheets of written notes,

Under the stairs and behind the coats

Telling tales of that unconditional—

The bullshit flows

The type that makes your legs shake

And your heart ache all in the same

Both

It hurts that heart of yours,

Lose sync with your essence,

And your being becomes your ways.

Patterns on and on we go,

Too stupid to ever let go,

Too dumb to be stuck in shit

And too broke to go

Remain frozen like it's chosen

We know this

And if my clothes don't, my grammar will show it.