Every day I fight the demon in my head …. Confusion and pain nobody knows how sometimes I feel !! I feel like I’d be better off dead! I wake up with a smile on my face but God saved me with his grace. Years of chaos have ran deep, bad decisions is what you reap! Ain’t no one feel the way I do but god woke me up brand new . His love and grace have redeemed me. Smile on my face pleases me . AT night when I lay down my head he blesses me with miracles from requested prayer. There’s no doubt he’s always there. He is always with me he never leaves me. I am blessed because he believes in me . He believes in me, he has invested in me. When I am alone and don’t know which way to go he leads me!