(Verse 1)(fast rap)
I'm all out of tears
Afraid to face me fears
Alone and emotionally distressed
Tired with no way to rest
I'm a picture torn to shreds
I'm a wrecking ball hanging by a thread
I'm trapped in my mind
With no where to hide
My head is filled with a lot of commotions
From all of my emotions
My anger is as fragile as glass
My will to hold back will not last
Then there's my depression
Hidden away under my aggression
The flames of my furry is rising
But my depression is not downsizing
It stays hidden away
Causing me a lot of pain
I have no control
Of my tortured soul
So I draw lines
To pass the time
Thin and deep
Under my sleeves
They make me feel
And when they heal
I do it once more
It's my neverending cure
(Chorus) (Powerful singing)
I'm in too deep, where sunlight fears to tread,
A heavy cloak of sorrow 'round my head.
A constant, chilling rain,
Washing away the colors, leaving pain.
A silent scream, a battle fought within,
Each step I take, a mountain I must climb,
The weight of this shit stealing all my time.
(Verse 2)(Fast Rap)
Feeling this pain
Why won't it go way,
Been suffering for a long time
All I can say is I'm fine,
Don't wanna let you see
The fire inside of me,
Been hiding it all
I put up my walls,
No one understands
No one held out their hand,
Or asked if I was okay
I'm taking day by day,
But this blade smiles at my wrist
Eventually they kissed,
Best friends they became
They hang out everyday,
In my room and on the bathroom floor
They tell their secrets behind a locked door,
A rope finally joined the group
Hanging from the ceiling with it's noose,
It looks strong and firm but will it hold
The little girl scared and cold,
Plan B is to take some pills
Just enough to kill,
All alone in this room
The little girl scared to move,
(Bridge)
I wrote a letter
"It's all for the better,
Don't cry I know you don't care
Don't punch a wall or swear,
You have nothing to be mad about
No reason to shout,
And at the funeral they will hold for me
Don't say words you don't mean,
Cause I'm done with the lies
So here it is, my last goodbye."
(Chorus) (Powerful singing)
I'm in too deep, where sunlight fears to tread,
A heavy cloak of sorrow 'round my head.
A constant, chilling rain,
Washing away the colors, leaving pain.
A silent scream, a battle fought within,
Each step I take, a mountain I must climb,
The weight of this shit stealing all my time.
AnnaJoslin
