[Verse]
Night turns to nothing feel the weight again
Needles tugging veins less like a friend
Doctor waiting room silence feels like steel
Fear in the corner whispers this is real
[Verse 2]
Mirror don't know me cracks trace my face
Bottle half-empty trying to fill my space
Tests on the table words left unsaid
Living on this edge feels closer to dead
[Chorus]
Don’t want to go but I’m not staying
Heart’s so heavy fear keeps swaying
Is anyone out there does anyone hear
Alone in my shadow chasing the mirror
[Verse 3]
Breath comes in pieces lungs burn slow
All these choices drowning what I know
Pain’s my bitter lover won't let me be
Chains of my own making tied endlessly
[Bridge]
They tell me fight but I’m so tired
Hope’s just a ghost and my soul’s expired
I’m standing in the fire holding my shame
Addiction’s got my number knows my name
[Chorus]
Don’t want to go but I’m not staying
Heart’s so heavy fear keeps swaying
Is anyone out there does anyone hear
Alone in my shadow chasing the mirror