[Verse]
I want to cry but the tears won't fall
They’re stuck in my throat like a brick wall
Why does my chest feel so hollow deep
I blink
I sigh
But I can’t weep
[Prechorus]
Is it strength or a broken disguise
Am I holding back or just paralyzed
[Chorus]
I wanna break down
Go bad
Right now
Scream out loud
Let it all somehow
But I just can’t
No I just can’t
The weight’s too big for a single hand
[Verse 2]
I stare at the mirror
It’s cracked
It’s cold
The girl staring back looks tired
Looks old
Carrying hearts that aren’t even mine
Holding the world
But I’m out of time
[Prechorus]
Am I strong or just pretending to be
Is this the real me or a fantasy
[Chorus]
I wanna break down
Go bad
Right now
Scream out loud
Let it all somehow
But I just can’t
No I just can’t
The weight’s too big for a single hand