[Bridge Female Vocal]
I wish I was normal, not this weak,
Not drowning everytime I feel too deep.
I wish my heart didn't hurt my mind,
That loving you wouldn't make me blind.
If I were stronger, if I were whole,
I would love you loudly through every storm.
But right now I'm sick, I'm barely okay,
Trying to survive, not fade away.
[Chorus Slow broken]
I love you in silence, it tears me apart,
My mind is my enemy, my heart is my scar.
I choose my future, I choose to endure,
But choosing myself, feels cruel and unsure.
[Outro]
How sad is it- this kind of love,
So close, yet never enough.
If loving you means loosing me,
Then silence is my only mercy.
I love you, Mon Sos Teps...
Just quietly in my heart.