Heart So Heavy

Pen in my hand

But only pain at end

Words on the paper

Feelings so heavy

At the moment of glimpse

Gives a feeling of ease

Only to remember

The fate at the end

Heart so heavy

Words even heavier

Feet feeling numb

from all I can remember

All the good laughs and youthful delights

All the feelings of comfort

Only to know it dies out

How they like to say

All good things come to an end

Maybe the end was

after all my beginning

Trying to release

All these doubts

But maybe this all has a meaning

Meaning of hurt and love to pass

To know of the true and harsh real reality

How much heavier can we manage

When the baggage gets much to handle

And the patience becomes of the past

Looking hopelessly into the abyss

Of what we call the future