[Verse]
The old me screamed loud at the moon
Fought shadows in my own bedroom
Every night felt like high noon
Shots fired in my head boom boom
Now I sip my tea and I sit real still
Life ain't a race it's a test of will
But don't think I lost my thrill
I just learned how to chill
[Prechorus]
They say you can't change
But I flipped the whole game
New rules new name
[Chorus]
The old me wasn't this calm at all
Trust me I’d break and I’d fall
Now I rise every time I stall
The old me wasn’t this calm at all
[Verse 2]
Used to throw fits like a hurricane
Words like bullets left a stain
Now I let the storm pass my brain
Cool waters run through my veins
The girl in the mirror gives me a wink
She knows what I was she knows what I think
No more drowning I learned to swim
The old me never saw the win