Shade

I’m stuck in my thoughts thought thoughts, I myself am stuck in brain. All I know is shame shame shame, can’t get rid of it like a stain. I smirk I smile crack jokes just to distance myself from the pain. But no matter what I do where I go it always instead up the same. Run run running away just as fast as a train. But end up at the beginning like restarting a video game. I hate I’m insane.