To the girl I once loved

I loved you, the best way I knew how to love. I told you I was broken since the beginning. Now you left and used my own communication against me. Left me numb, clueless, thoughtless, heartless. Got my mind confused. Days go by and by and still remember the first time we said hi. The kiss and the hugs that were never meant to be good bye. I wanted to call you my forever, you were my home. But, countless times I’ve been shown that love is not meant for the insane. I keep on trying but every time they keep on breaking the little that I have. Don’t blame me for being heartless. Give me time and it’ll all be done with. I’ll be doing great, striving, succeeding, but don’t glance my way anymore.