Cold Calculation

[Verse 1]
Heart iced over, no sun in my chest,
Buried my hope where the sinners confess.
Every breath tastes bitter, venom in the air,
Used to pray for peace, now I’m pulling on despair.
Pain made me sharper, blade in the mist,
Dreams evaporate, clenched in my fist.
Tears drip slow, drown in the rhythm,
Lost myself, now a villain in the system.
[Pre-Chorus]
Angels don’t visit when the world turns black,
Halo snapped, and it won’t grow back.
[Chorus]
Pain in me, made me criminal,
Cold and calculated, cynical.
No savior, no hymn, no miracle,
Pain in me, turned me criminal.
[Verse 2]
Gospel chords hum but the soul feels hollow,
Empty pews, dark roads I follow.
Taught to be righteous, but lies paved the way,
Now shadows my friends, and the night’s where I stay.
Violin cries like a ghost in the dark,
Piano keys whisper, leaving scars on my heart.
Every cello string hums a sinister hymn,
Villain’s not born—pain carves it in.

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