[Verse 1]
You’re asleep on my shoulder
Breathing easy in the dark
I trace circles on your sweater
Like I’m trying to leave a mark
Every quiet little heartbeat
Feels borrowed
Feels new
I keep staring at the ceiling
Thinking
What if I lose you
[Pre-Chorus]
Every good thing always leaves
That’s the story in my head
I’m rehearsing all the endings
While you dream here in my bed (yeah)
[Chorus]
I’m so scared of losing you
Even while I’m holding you
Every laugh
Every touch
Feels like it could vanish too
If you ever walk away
I don’t know what I would do
So I love you like I’m always
Always on the edge
Of almost losing you
[Verse 2]
You brush crumbs off the table
Make a joke
I barely smile
I’m stuck counting all the seconds
Like they’re running out of time
You say
“Baby
Are you with me?”
I say
“Yeah
” but that’s half true
‘Cause the other half is begging
Please don’t find a better you
[Pre-Chorus]
You don’t see the storm inside
Every drop is “what if you go”
I keep building little futures
Just to watch them let you go (oh)
[Chorus]
I’m so scared of losing you
Even while I’m holding you
Every laugh
Every touch
Feels like it could vanish too
If you ever walk away
I don’t know what I would do
So I love you like I’m always
Always on the edge
Of almost losing you
[Bridge]
I don’t wanna turn this heaven
Into something I regret
So I’m learning how to trust
What I have
Not what I dread
If the day comes when you leave me
I’ll still be glad I knew
Every minute that I had you
Every second that was you (yeah)
[Chorus]
I’m still scared of losing you
Even while I’m holding you
But I’ll stop treating every moment
Like it’s proof you’re passing through
If you ever walk away
I’ll be broken
That is true
So I’ll love you like I’m grateful
Grateful you’re here now
Instead of losing you