I Am Sorry, Jee

Hey Jee, just wanna say,

All my thoughts are here to stay,

In this melody I weave,

You're the ones I can't believe.

You brew the morning with your laughing eyes,

Coffee warm as the sun will rise,

In every sip, I taste our dreams,

The nights we talked, the whispered schemes.

But here I am, just feeling low,

Caught in fears that always grow,

I walk a road that's paved with doubt,

Wishing I could take you out.

I am sorry, Jee, for these walls inside,

Sorry I can’t take you on that ride,

But in my heart, you shine so bright,

You're the spark in my darkest nights.

Friends gather 'round, they light your way,

With every laugh, you sway and play,

I'm just the guy who's holding back,

Fearing love will follow lack.

Yet still I fight to make you see,

All that you mean, you mean to me,

With every coffee, every song,

Perhaps one day I’ll feel I'm strong.

I am sorry, Jee, for these walls inside,

Sorry I can’t take you on that ride,

But in my heart, you shine so bright,

You're the spark in my darkest nights.

Let’s have our dinners, even if at home,

With every bite, we’ll never feel alone,

You’re the melody that guides my way,

In this heartfelt tune, forever stay.

So here’s my wish, a love that's true,

I promise, Jee, I'll always cherish you,

And when the doubts begin to roam,

I'll fight for us, I’ll bring you home.