Broken and bruised

Broken and bruised I got nothing left to lose all by the hands of a man who was supposed to love me. Blaming me cause I couldn’t take it anymore. Broken and beating better off with you leaving. But you dragged me back in with your lies that you miss me. Said you would change. Only to leave me to pick up the pieces. Cause It was just a game. That you loved to play . But I’m stuck with the blame. broken and bruised. Nothing left to lose. if he didn’t leave would I even be my beautiful self. Broken and beating. So glad that you’re finally leaving. Stuck in that fight or flight. Never knowing what’s right. Never had love for me in the first place. How did u sleep at night knowing how many time you forced a fight. How is this my fault? When your the one that threw the punches to keep me down. You’re right where you outta be. But you say it’s my fault.