I never wanted a time machine so bad in my life. I never regretted so many decisions at once. Why i had to screw my life so bad.. why I couldn’t met you before all that.
And still I you had been around for a while but is not enough, I wanted to give you my youth and my innocence.. I wanted to give you my all.. but now is late we are in the mid age and nothing else we could do.
Still I never wanted a time machine so bad.
Now we are here, wishing things that cannot be, I keep wondering in my head .. what it would had been. If i would found you while in my teens,
For sure I would have felt the same but this time I would have had the my happy ending.
Why life keeps playing with me? Or is it God , why is so amusing see me cry and suffer. He knew you are my twin soul why he didn’t put us together before.
We are with the mismatch ones.. feeling alone, thinking on each other and the ifs and what could be done only if I had a Time Machine.
Please God take me back in time, give me another chance to find him back in that time, this connection that never went away it seems was always has been there because no one has been so nsync with my sins.