Hard to trust Again

It’s hard to trust again, I gave my all, you played pretend,
You said forever, but that word don’t never end,
Now I’m cold inside, scars that never mend,
I can’t let nobody close, they just break again.

You was my peace, turned my soul to a battleground,
Now I smile, but inside I’m barely holdin’ down,
Love turned to pain, I can’t tell who real around,
Got my heart locked up, I ain’t lettin’ no one out.

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(Verse 1)
I was there when you was lost, I showed you what loyalty is,
Now I’m lost inside my thoughts, wonderin’ who truly is,
I gave you my trust, my heart, and my future plans,
You gave me pain and silence where love used to stand.

Now I question every “I got you,” every “I swear,”
When people say they care, I don’t feel it in the air,
Trauma got me movin’ cautious, love feelin’ rare,
I been hurt so deep, I can’t find repair.

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(Hook)
It’s hard to trust again, I gave my all, you played pretend,
You said forever, but that word don’t never end,
Now I’m cold inside, scars that never mend,
I can’t let nobody close, they just break again.

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(Verse 2)
It’s like I’m numb now, fake smiles, fake love surround me,
Keep my circle tight, I don’t let too many around me,
I done learned pain talk louder than words,
And every promise I hear just sound like slurred.

I built walls high, ain’t no key to that gate,
If you showin’ love now, it might just be too late,
I gave my best years to someone who lied to my face,
Now I trust only God, I ain’t usin’ no faith.

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(Bridge)
Every time I start to heal, I replay what you did,
All them nights, all them tears, that I tried to forbid,
Now I sip on regrets like they medicine,
You taught me pain, but never love genuine.

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(Hook – Outro)
It’s hard to trust again, I gave my all, you played pretend,
You said forever, but that word don’t never end,
Now I’m cold inside, scars that never mend,
I can’t let nobody close, they just break again.

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