[Verse 1]
You said you’d change
I changed my number
Still I’m starin’ at the screen
Like it’s your front door
Little ghost in my truck
Ridin’ shotgun, feet on the dash
I keep talkin’ to the air
Like you’re comin’ back
[Pre-Chorus]
I did the prayin’
I did the stayin’
Now all that patience
Just feels like wastin’
[Chorus]
I’m tired of takin’ the blame for the both of us
Tired of bleedin’ just to prove it was love
You left me run-down, run right through
Now I’m savin’ my anger up, savin’ it for you
Yeah, I’m done tryin’ to be so faithful
I’m learnin’ how to be resentful
Every mile that pulls me off this road
Puts one more stone on the weight you owe
[Verse 2]
You’d slam that door
Then send “I’m sorry”
Like a coupon on my phone
For another fight
You kept score, I kept quiet
Till my silence turned to rust
Now my soft heart’s growin’ thorns
Every time I think of us
[Pre-Chorus]
I did the hopin’
I did the holdin’
Now all that mercy
Feels like I’m foldin’
[Chorus]
I’m tired of takin’ the blame for the both of us
Tired of bleedin’ just to prove it was love
You left me run-down, run right through
Now I’m savin’ my anger up, savin’ it for you
Yeah, I’m done tryin’ to be so faithful
I’m learnin’ how to be resentful
Every mile that pulls me off this road
Puts one more stone on the weight you owe
[Bridge]
Guess I gotta hate you
Just to love myself (yeah)
If I don’t get mad
I’ll stay stuck in that hell
So here’s to the lies
And the nights you left me cold
I’m raisin’ this grudge
Like a flag I finally hold (hey!)
[Chorus]
I’m tired of takin’ the blame for the both of us
Tired of bleedin’ just to prove it was love
You left me run-down, run right through
Now I’m savin’ my anger up, savin’ it for you
Yeah, I’m done tryin’ to be so faithful
I’m learnin’ how to be resentful
Every mile that pulls me off this road
Puts one more stone on the weight you owe