Shadows of Abandoment

Shadow of darkness..

War of the Shadows

The light will never shine...

Unless you let us in..

I won't let you take it away..

Not all of my joy and happiness.

You have to know that

I will never leave you alone..

Tonight all of the horrors have begun..

And never will it end..

I'd like to know that no one will judge me

For the smallest of things...

Should I even feel this way!

It's not my fault that all of these things go wrong.

Whenever I'm around

It's not like I'm a curse

Why can't you fucking see!

I need help guidance anything just please... Help.. Me!!

No one cares about you

Oh really?

Well why do you always expect a smile?

I shouldn't even have to feel this way at my age

But I feel like... Shit..

And you aren't helping me..

Emma.... Katie.. You never helped me.

You abandoned me when I needed you.

And yes.. I'm mentioning your names

Even when you told me not to

Cause you are no longer my friend~~.

Even if it is on me.

I'll at least know that I'm a better person..

Than you would... Ever.... Be.....