[Verse 1]
You walk on eggshells
I’m laying landmines
Turn every hug into
A fault line
Say that you love me
I hear you lying
So I pull the pin
Just to watch you crying
[Pre-Chorus]
I drag your patience
Through broken glass
I swear I'll change
Then I relapse
[Chorus]
Hold me like I’m not a monster
Say my name like it’s not cursed
I’m begging you to stay a little longer
While I become the thing that hurts
Softly
Softly
I ruin you again
Loving me is losing
Blood through open hands
[Verse 2]
I switch from begging
To burning bridges
Kiss you with venom
Then stitch my image
You try to reach me
I slam the door
Call you abandoner
While I’m the war
[Pre-Chorus]
I turn your comfort
Into a cage
Then hate the mirror
And feed the rage
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Black or white
You’re god or ghost
I crown you king
Then cut your throat
I’m terrified
Of being left
So I bury love
In my own mess
[low growl] I am the pattern
I am the flame
I light the fuse
Then curse your name
[Chorus]