PTSD

Confidence with doubt ptsd everything looking familiar to me praying its just something inside of me. Not reality cant handle loosing everybody left around me barely a few people still shady to me a few peeps unfortunately. My mind won't stop minding mine mindset not being mindful of me and P. T. S. D. sometimes life fukks with me my thinking can be my enemy. I see tomany things nobody knows I see.

[Vers] I don't want to feel this again I've already done it. Don't want it. Gotta go. Please leave me alone. That feeling of being alone with people around me. Sadly my life i thought it was back for me with the unconditional feeling given to me. Not worthy of that being me. Not worth that.

[Loop] Confidence with doubt ptsd everything looking familiar to me praying its just something inside of me. Not reality cant handle loosing everybody left around me barely a few people still shady to me a few peeps unfortunately. My mind won't stop minding mine mindset not being mindful of me and P. T. S. D. sometimes life fukks with me my thinking can be my enemy. I see tomany things nobody knows I see. [Vers] Nothing inside of me can be. That's how I'm thinking. I hate this feeling. Loanly inside. Dreams of another life not happening. Thought it came to me but I don't think I'm worthy anymore. I know this is not what you signed up 4. I wish I was good enough I'm sorry. [Loop] Confidence with doubt ptsd everything looking familiar to me praying its just something inside of me. Not reality cant handle loosing everybody left around me barely a few people still shady to me a few peeps unfortunately. My mind won't stop minding mine mindset not being mindful of me and P. T. S. D. sometimes life fukks with me my thinking can be my enemy. I see tomany things nobody knows I see.

[Vers] Dropped the ball being me fun at gist but eventually gets old so I've been told. A good time me come and see loving loyalty leading to losing usuly. But still having everything with nothing really inside of me dying or somthing depressed

[Loop] Confidence with doubt ptsd everything looking familiar to me praying its just something inside of me. Not reality cant handle loosing everybody left around me barely a few people still shady to me a few peeps unfortunately. My mind won't stop minding mine mindset not being mindful of me and P. T. S. D. sometimes life fukks with me my thinking can be my enemy. I see tomany things nobody knows I see. [Vers] shining smiling for everybody watching a kingdom crumble around me maybe its just me somthing inside my head. Hopefully that's all it be. Cant be happening again not to me im doing everything honestly heart on my sleeve.

[Loop] Confidence with doubt ptsd everything looking familiar to me praying its just something inside of me. Not reality cant handle loosing everybody left around me barely a few people still shady to me a few peeps unfortunately. My mind won't stop minding mine mindset not being mindful of me and P. T. S. D. sometimes