Goodbye, Goodbye

Yeah, it's been a long bumpy road.

Forgotten words, I never got to say

Growing up, you were the storm in my black skies

Locked in closets, with tears in my eyes

Laughs at my pain, you didn't see me cry

Just a kid trying to hold on, asking why

You were out for FUCKING yourself, never EVEN looked back

Leaving scars that I carry, a silent attack

But I’m still here, moving past the smack

Stronger than those days, never falling though the crack

Goodbye, goodbye, my DAMN brother, goodbye

Goodbye, goodbye, hoping I can fly

Never forget the hurt, but I say goodbye

To the tears, to the fears, it’s time to try

You let your friends into the fight

Laughing from the sidelines, wrong NOT SO RIGHT

I played my part in your twisted game

But I’m done playing, I’m over this FUCKING shame

You were out for yourself, never looked back

Leaving scars that I carry, a silent attack

But I’m still here, moving past the cracks

Stronger than those days, DONT TALK SMACK!

Goodbye, goodbye, my OLDER brother, goodbye

Goodbye, goodbye, hoping I can fly

Never forget the hurt, but I say FUCKING goodbye

To the tears, to the fears, to the mirrors, it’s time to try

I won’t forget, but I won’t hold inside

A pain so deep, I had to confide

Now I step into my light, I’m taking my side

Moving forward with strength, I will FUCKING survive

Goodbye, my brother, it’s the end of the line

The past is a shadow, I’m leaving behind

Goodbye, goodbye, my Brother it’s a brand new FUCKING sky

Rising above, I’ll learn to…. Learn to fly