[Verse 1]
Sink into the shower floor
Water loud
My heartbeat louder
Unread messages like mountains
Stacked dishes in the sink
Like proof I’m failing
[Chorus]
I’m under all this weight
Can’t tell which piece will break me
Little things feel like earthquakes
Shaking every part of me
I’m trying just to breathe
But breathing feels like bravery
I’m under all this weight
And I don’t know how to be
[Verse 2]
Calendar of crowded days
Every square a borrowed promise
Scroll through faces
All so certain
While I’m tangled in my own undone decisions
[Chorus]
I’m under all this weight
Can’t tell which piece will break me
Little things feel like earthquakes
Shaking every part of me
I’m trying just to breathe
But breathing feels like bravery
I’m under all this weight
And I don’t know how to be
[Bridge]
If I fall apart in slow motion
Will anyone see the cracks
Or will it just look like
I’m quiet again
I’m quiet again (oh)
I whisper “I can’t do this”
Into the dark above my bed
Hoping someone hears it
Even if it’s only me instead
[Chorus]
I’m under all this weight
Can’t tell which piece will break me
Little things feel like earthquakes
Shaking every part of me
I’m trying just to breathe
But breathing feels like bravery
I’m under all this weight
And I don’t know how to be