Fires, Trials & Tribulation$

(Intro*) I find myself waking up in strange surroundin's/ I been downin', out & ,I've been hounded/ I've been clowned when, no one believed me who was around then/ now them,, same people's askin' me about when...the world will no doubt end,,, the end of the world.---(Chorus*) If I gotta be legit then, let my wisdom cement in/- side of this dimension, all the tension, that I've been gettin'/ all the commitments that have ripped n' split right down the middle/ like Malcom, how come, the outcome ,of problems I've outrun, is so little....soooo litt-ellllll......but I doubt you could tell me why!!--( 1st Verse*) I'm walkin' a fine line, at my nine to five/ job that I survived the time/ card, that I punch when comin' on/ & off the clock, I'm off my rock/- er & on the the bottle of vodka , that's on the/ wagon , fell off the back end / of the cart I put before the horses heart/ which has just been jump started/ like a stupid ,smart product/ it's a hard market ,this con-struct/ of buying things that start up/ then end up breakin', but I've gotta stay awake when/ this mistake is, greater when the steaks end/ up bein' dangerous ,I'm seein' snakes hiss/ & it feels like I've been taken & placed in/ the snakes pit, oh goodness gracious/ & for Pete's sake then, in the middle of a lake in/ the place where I'm having trouble shakin'/ this hatred, when it's make or break friend/ everything in stride is what I create when/ it's the end of April, almost gona be May then/ and it shouldn't amaze men, that I've made it/ thru all the heart break & mistakes in/ this life that I skate in, that's why I stay sedated...." yeah, he been stayin' sedated....date ...ed...stayinnnnnn sedated.....baaaaaaabyyyy!!!!...(Chorus*) If I gotta be legit then, let my wisdom cement in/- side of this dimension, all the tension, that I've been gettin'/ all the commitments that have ripped n' split right down the middle/ like Malcom, how come, the outcome ,of problems I've outrun, is so little....soooo litt-ellllll......but I doubt you could tell me why!!---(2nd Verse*) Now it's time for this song to end on a high note/ so that's why I wrote ,a reply soaked/ in the wine smoke, & the weed splash/ baby I need cash, as bad of a fiend that/ I am, it's still, I can't believe that/ this is what defines me, please remind me / next time we, have a little free time see/ if we can be kindly, to each other again/ even though I lover, my friend/ is what it seems like, even if I dream nights/ of us ,spending it together/ the tension is never, outplayed by the quenching of pleasures/ there's no end that I would ever/ not go to ,to hold you ,hold you forever/ but it's gettin cold you, a sweater/ is what you should throw on, especially when the colds strong/ ....especially when you don't have a warm coat on....but my love for you's so strong...." but is it strong enough to last, last thru the trials, & not relapse in the fires, I'm actually tired...tired, if the requirements, is to remain entitled, titlement