Suaded

Ironic as getting pregnant on a pull out couch as cold as your mothers stare. When she looks thru me she only see’s my red flags & obsession

She calls me an addict

I call it getting by without you

They say I’m broken but I’m really just an unrequited memory,

Hard wired deletion of the one I pushed away

They’ve never been without you they don’t know what it means to have a love like you

Please let me come home

I’ll be a better man

I’ll be ur biggest fan

My spirit may be dead but chivalry is alive and well

Pull me out of this living hell

That is my life without you

I WISH THAT IT WAS JUST DYIN

THAT WAS KILLING ME u turned my rythm to a dead beat

Right back where i never wanted 2 be

I still taste the devils lipstick

Still wakin up dopesick

If I even get 2 sleep at all

Wish u would just love me back to life

Higher than my hopes when you shot me down

Ya u shot me up and now I’m so strung out but ur sober and happy and I don’t wanna come down

L’appel du vide the call of the void

Saudade Frisson-shiver thrill between Logic & surrender

I’m one negative self talk statement away from being on true crime

Fresno man set self on fire

After after accidentally stepping on his members only jacket

Take your pants off and give me something to live for