[female vocals rap hip-hop changing in lines with vocal key harp acustic slow then gets fast rifts gatar solo dubstep bass rythmic clapping and beat catchy female vocals layered, synthwave, minimal dubounds off a lighter flicking] [ harp acustic insramental and end of each line bring to a higher key but flow with melody][ intro starts with a softer female vocal, at comas take a 2 second brake]
[ intro]
This lighter don't work, no
(*hum uhum mmmm*)
No flame to spark my goal
(*mmm haa mmmm*)
My Nike's laced in dirt, oh
(*mmm da mmm da da*)
I've ended up treading on my own soul
[pause silint 3 seconds into a fast drumming bass drop at the end of each bar words flow up in key]
[at comas pause 1 sec]
My headphone's only working on the left side,
But I try,
to live the right life,
My eyes wide,
and I strive,
To stop my demons gripping ripping from the inside
[ word inside should linger going on upper key]
This road is dark and I can't find the batteries for my flashlight,
I'm blind eyed,
[ I'm toerxshould be held longerand go up and down with Melody]
I'm tired
[pause:3 seconds then continue with same instructions][askrics are distant vocal sounds]
[Verse1]
These drugs don't work,
(*mm,bop idy bop add opp*)
The pain, it takes control
(*mm,bop idy bop add opp we OO bopi da*)
A blood-stained shirt* humm oo*
I feel like I'm always being chased by the devil
[I'm louder energized pain but rap 90 bpm]
I tried to talk but I can't seem to get my spoken words right,
And I t-t-t-t-t-t-try to keep my stutter light,
And this life it can be ish right, cut you like a flick knife,
Twist and make you sick, right,
And I think, maybe I'll be better off alone
[back to rythmic flowing rapping hip hop]
[verses]
So I redirect the calls from my phone
I learned so many lessons from depression.
But in essence, I'm just wishing that these bad thoughts were gone.
(I'm blind eyed)
(I'm blind eyed)
(I'm blind eyed)
[ fast rap]
[ verse 3]
Sometimes I bleed, sometimes I crawl
Sometimes I slip, sometimes I fall
Sometimes my back is up against the wall so hard
That whole building could fall
Sometimes I bruise, sometimes I break
Sometimes I'm true, sometimes I'm fake
Sometimes I'm hoping for a moment
When the floor would just start opening
And swallow me for goodness sake
I think I'm gonna break 'cause I ache
And it's bait I'm awake in a world full of pain
Superman no cape and I'm pressing the breaks
But the breaks, they break
And I'm driving my universe into a lake
And the weight, the weight of the world, don't wait
We make mistakes when it's all at stake
We cook out cake, we eat our cake
Sometimes no time for double takes but
(That's just the way life goes sometimes)
But I don't want to end up in the gutter
Being battered by my troubles
Face down in puddle where the sun don't shine
So I'm coming and giving it back
Upon the track and attacking 'em
Stacking up beats like I did with this one I pack it in
And I'm praying, oh lord, take this pain away
