emotional left unsaid,I picked up all your things,I had put em in a box I was going to send em back to you,all those things you gave to me.when I recall how you smiled at me and then I realize I can't put every I miss you in the box, because things will never be the same.what am I going to do with all these things if I can never pack them in the box?. Tears of blood fall from my broken heart,I never thought we should be apart, when the dream doesn't come true, That's a cold hearted truth.As I am thinking about you, my face is wet with tears past due, I saw tragedy in our ending . I'm not sure what's next for me,I have tried my hardest to force a smile, and I'm not quite sure that I'll be okay, I want to be okay...I hide my tears when I say your name.But the pain in my heart is still the same, although I smile and seem care free, there is no one who misses you more than I do.I remember the day we met, the words that were spoken, The emotional left unsaid the excitement that was felt the way you made me smile, the way my heart would melt all the things you made me feel as if it was yesterday, cause after all this time I feel that way still. I'm just conflicted slightly confused, thought I could have it all, didn't wanna have to choose my mind or my heart,my body or My sanity, lost in the war I've been fighting, all I ever wanted was some clarity . Crying in my sleep, hating myself even the parts I can't see, forcing feelings that aren't there just to make mahself stay, cried for an hour straight. I'm not moving on , but am letting you go,I May not be talking to you, but if you ever called me, I'd be there for you .I May not greet you in the morning or say goodnight at night, but you're always in my mind. I'm focusing on myself from now on, it's hard but I can't deny that I miss you.i wish I could talk to you, but I know where I stand, I know my worth and importance, you will always be here with me my heart will remain open for you. shout out to chibesa, guy Michelle and not forgetting Nel G
