[Intro]
Cold room
Clock won’t tick
Your name on the wall
Carved in my fist
[Verse 1]
I kept your pictures
In the back of my skull
Every kiss
Every promise
Now they’re rotting in mold
You left a halo
Of empty bottles and pills
I trace the outline of your ghost
On windows you used to fill
[Chorus]
I’m digging up the grave of the person I was
Hands full of bone
Full of rust
Full of us
You died
I broke
Now I’m losing what’s left of my brain
Heart in the dirt while I spiral
Spiral insane
[Verse 2]
I talk to the silence
Wait for your laugh in the hall
I hear your footsteps in the ceiling
But there’s nothing there at all
These walls are bleeding
Every memory’s a scream
I pulled the stitches from my chest
To prove this hurt isn’t a dream
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register] I fed my hope
To the worms in the floor
Now love is a carcass
Nailed to my door
[high shrieks] Tear out my spine
Let the madness remain
Make a noose from the nerves
Hanging loose in my brain
[Breakdown]
[whispered vocals] Are you happy now?
[gutturals] ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
I gave you my pulse
Now it’s pounding in the ground
Skull against concrete
Till the concrete cracks
If death took you gently
It’s coming for me with an axe
[Chorus]