If I Disappear Tomorrow” By Quinn⚘

I smile in the mirror, but it’s only pretend

They see a fighter, but I’m near the end

I pray for peace, I wish for light

But nothing ever turns out right

I walk through crowds but feel so small

No one sees me at all

And every dream I’ve ever made

Just fades into another shade

If I disappear tomorrow

Would the world even know my name?

I'm drowning in my sorrow

But I still take all the blame

And I don't know how to live

If today hurts this much

But I stay here for the ones I love

Even if it’s tough

I wish for love, for someone true

But who could ever love the broken view?

I feel so useless, worn, and wrong

But I keep quiet, I stay strong

Sometimes, I dream of letting go

Of fading out, soft and slow

But something in me holds me tight

Says, “Not tonight…" Not tonight”

If I disappear tomorrow

Would the silence feel the same?

I'm walking through this shadow

Hiding all my shame

And I don’t know how to breathe

When my heart won’t let me trust

But I stay here for the ones I love

Even if it’s rough

I’m tired, but I’m trying

Still standing, still crying

And maybe one day I’ll believe

That there’s still hope left for me