Double Sided Mirror

He tells me I’m lucky to have him

A cracked mirror shows his truth

The glass cuts my hands

But I hold it anyway

The world feels smaller every day

And his voice fills all the empty corners

I feel myself suffocating slowly

If I leave will I disappear

Would I still exist out there

I gave him everything

Now there’s nothing left to spare

If I leave maybe everything will be better

All my friends can't look me in the eyes

Said they can’t watch me stay, and destroy my life;

I lie and say I'm okay

But the silence screams my name

Every word is a mask for the pain

I put on a brave face but inside I'm lost

He built a cage and called it love

I wonder if I ever deserved more

If I leave will I disappear

Would I still exist out there

I gave him everything

Now there’s nothing left to spare

If I leave will I ever find my own identity

You were so different in the beginning

So sweet, so kind

It was all a fucking lie

Every memory we had is soured; you're a double sided mirror