What Now?

Everytime things seem to go right, then something bad always coming back to me....

I cry tears all night,

I don't know what's happening ...

Those memories comes flooding back, it hurts to even think...

I wished for the best,

Prayed even more,

But all I got was broken pieces that I don't know how to fix

God, is this it?

I rely on You...

My faith is wavering, Lord help me out...

I dug a hole, and I fell in. . .

I always wanted the best but I know I deserve

Less

Than

What

I got.

Who am I?

I always seem to cry and I always seem to hide,

But I can't hide from You.

I need You more than ever!

I can't lie,

I

feel

to

end

my

life..........