the fall-Zizu

At the start I was lost, asking where I belong,

Wondering inside me, what went wrong.

Then you appeared, a light in the night,

Suddenly I felt that life could be right.

But then came the fall, I slipped too deep,

Feelings for you, the kind I can’t keep.

The first step, the first word, the first smile,

Now just a memory that haunts all the while.

You think that we’re only friends,

But my heart knows where this ends.

And it’s killing me to see you there,

Smiling with someone else, while I stand bare.

Still I want you, though it tears me apart,

My mind is screaming, but you hold my heart.

The mistake’s not you, it’s the thoughts in your head,

And I’m broken inside by the words you never said.

Shattered within, I walk through the night,

Hoping somehow I’ll make it right.

If you came back, it would break me again,

But I’d still reach out, I’d still take your hand

You think that we’re only friends,

But my heart knows where this ends.

And it’s killing me to see you there,

Smiling with someone else, while I stand bare.

At the start I was lost, now I’m broken in two,

But in every place, I keep finding you.

The light and the fall, I carry them all,

In my heart you remain, though I’m left to crawl.