Missing my heart

Rage on the track… shout out to Swayy… F* Matt.**

This one’s for you, Bella.

BABY, BABY, BABY… I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

You meant the world to me.

I miss watching you make cookies.

Bella, why did you leave me?

Now your locker is empty.

I miss seeing your smile behind that counter.

Bella, why couldn’t you stay?

Why couldn’t we have more time?

I’ve been feeling so alone.

I haven’t seen your beautiful face in a whole year now…

And it’s not the same anymore.

When I heard the news you were leaving,

I was crying inside—hurting silently.

But I had a plan for your last day.

I bought you a necklace and a teddy bear.

I had it all by my bed, waiting to surprise you that morning.

I couldn’t sleep that night,

Kept thinking about seeing you again—one last time.

Then 9 a.m. came,

And I hopped on the train heading to work,

Gifts in hand, heart full of hope.

But when I stepped into the store…

They told me you left 20 minutes ago.

Bella…

I dropped to my knees.

Why, Bella?

Why did you leave me like that?

You didn’t even get to see what I had for you.

I wasn’t ready to say goodbye.

And I’m still not.

Bella… I miss you.”