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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
We were kids in the cafeteria
Sneakers squeak, metal chairs, bad cereal
You drew hearts in my math book margin
Told me secrets you swore were martian
First bus ride home, shared one earbud
You laughed hard when the chorus hit the wrong chord
Hands brushed once, you froze, I noticed
Whole world shrank to the space you folded
We planned lives on cracked-screen phones
New last names, one small home
I kept every text like a holy script
Didn’t know how fast it could all run off the cliff
[Chorus]
Losing my first love felt like fire in the snow
Burned so bright, then it melted through my bones
You were my always, now you’re just a ghost I know
Losing my first love, losing my first home
Can’t go back to the boy I was before
You walked out that door
[Verse 2]
Senior year hit, you changed your hair
Started talking ‘bout cities way out there
College maps taped up on your walls
I was stuck in a town with peeling halls
You said “maybe we just need distance”
I heard “baby, you’re not in the plans this instant”
Fought it hard, then the fights got harder
“Who are you?” every week, new armor
One last drive in your dad’s old car
Windows fogged, but we saw every scar
You cried first, then my pride broke later
Said “it’s fine” when I knew I’d hate her
[Chorus]
Losing my first love felt like fire in the snow
Burned so bright, then it melted through my bones
You were my always, now you’re just a ghost I know
Losing my first love, losing my first home
Can’t go back to the boy I was before
You walked out that door
[Bridge]
Now every girl asks, “why you so guarded?”
‘Cause the first one left and the floor departed
I laugh it off, say “I’m just cautious” (yeah)
But I still see your face in every August
Old hoodie in a box, still smells like you
Tried to throw it out, couldn’t see it through
First cut carves the deepest groove
I healed, but I don’t quite move
[Chorus]
Losing my first love felt like fire in the snow
Burned so bright, then it melted through my bones
You were my always, now you’re just a ghost I know
Losing my first love, losing my first home
Can’t go back to the boy I was before
You walked out that door (yeah)
Losing my first love, that’s what the tears were for
Details
GeneratedMar 19, 2026
Duration3:17
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Moody boom-bap with a hazy, late-night feel; spacious piano loops over warm bass and tight, swung drums. Male vocals with an intimate, confessional delivery in the verses; hook grows wider with stacked harmonies and subtle vocoder doubles. Snare stays crisp, kick laid-back, letting the story breathe while drops and filter sweeps accent the emotional punches.
Credits
Prompt by
DMND
DMNDModelAria v5
Prompt
Rap style song about losing your first love
